Birthday next week!

The perfect birthday for me is:

♥ Have only happy thoughts, with no worries

♥ Wear a floral tiara
♥ Go shopping
♥ Walk on the beach
♥ Dance like crazy
♥ See nature
♥ Eat all my favorite food (Milkshake, sushi, french fries, pancakes...)
♥ Have many balloons
♥ Be surrounded by my best friends and feel loved

Good morning ♥

Holla! Yesterday was another good weather day, and it was reported that today as well!

It's such a lovely sunshine, but sometimes a little too hot.

A goodbey song

just a few minutes ago I was studied for an exam I'm having on Sunday and an old song pooped up my mind and I started singing it to myself. And then the lyrics just hit me and broke me. I opened YouTube and enter the song's name after I haven't heard it in years, and my all face was covered in tears, still actually...

The song is in Hebrew and it is about endings, letting go and saying goodbyes.

Even the people who knows me best can't imagine how easily this could brake me.

I love to deny things to make my life easier. I love to move on without saying goodbye, because if I will, I'm not sure if I can make it.

The thing that really broke my heart today was my childhood.

I don't have even one bad word so say about this period of my life. 

I had an amazing relationship with both of my parents. We loved the same songs and always sang them on the road, went to concerts, played games, watched TV together (football with my dad and romantics with my mom...) Yeah so they broke up when I was 9, but I handled it and it didn't affect me badly at all.

What I loved about this period, before and a few years after they divorced, was really the simple thing in the world- I was happy.

I can't say I'm not happy today, but there is no comparison between then to now.
I woke up in the morning without all the issues I struggled to cope with every day, without the pressure of school, or even worst- my future now that I'm finishing high school in a month.
I woke up and I smiled.
I allowed myself to love my parents, to thank them, to show patience.
Now I'm afaried to show love. When I think about my dad and how much I miss to spend more time with him and how much I love him, I never call to tell him that, even I want to so badly.

I want to allow myself to show love, to do more of the things that makes me happy even when they are not the easiest things to do. I want to enjoy the simplicity in life and appriciate everything I have.
Because in a few years from now, I want to miss this times like I miss my old ones.

New favorite

Bought me this super cute top from Forever 21 ♥

New iPhone case

Order it from HERE 

What do you think? ♥

Today

Ice lemonade from today with my beautiful friend, Lior

So today I had a huge exam in art history. Usually I don't study for exams, I'm very lazy (;
But I studied so hard for this one because art means so much to me! And it still went pretty bad :\ Hope for the best...

New in!

I finally received my perfect shorts I ordered from Love Junkee

Yayyyy ♥

Helloooo my perfect breakfast ♥

Snack time

Eating my healthy snack while watching the new TV show, The Carrie Diaries.

It is about Carrie Bradshaw from 'Sex And The City' when she was in high school.
So to all you girls out there, watch it! 

Can't wait for season 2 ♥

The best way to start the day!

Hey there! I woke up around eleven today and I just ate and relaxed with TV. 

 Now I'm painting my nails, have no makeup yet and still in a cozy shorts (: